Saturday, October 17, 2009

a week away

i've enjoyed celebrating our engagement these days. i can't believe that we're just a week away from the wedding. seriously. one week. i've cherished the cleanse and what i've learned on it so far. i feel like i can taste and experience emotions in a new way. my anxiety hasn't been hidden behind food. my joy has been fuller without the attachment of food/drinks. i don't think that i food with celebration is bad. and i don't think that food is the enemy. i feel like i'm in a newer relationship with food and it's a safe relationship. and i'm really enjoying the freedom with food now. it doesn't own me. and it's much more comfortable. and i feel like myself. it's been appropriate timing in learning about full health in a pretty busy season of life. and full health is worth it. so thankful today. looking forward to moving in this journey as a married woman, too.

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