anticipating lent

i noticed that my heart is preparing itself for lent. i don't know how to explain it. something shifted today and i knew that it was about to be the season of lent. i felt that God was pressing on my heart to be present in this moment of the season. i enjoy having things planned out...i like learning workout routines...i like to know what to expect. but this season of Lent i want to be present to this moment (like i said). i will give things up, i will add things. but i know that i'll be present. that's it.