memories

one of my bffs from college is in town helping us in the office. jason parmer! his visit was perfect and has been life giving and energizing. i am a little nervous to know how we'll do this without him.

this week i've learned that:
1. i'm emphathetic in a weird way. when you're having a bad day, i carry it with me for awhile. you get anxious, i get anxious. you cry, i'll cry. i don't do this in front of you, usually, but i do it while straightening my hair, washing my dishes, running. it can be a little exhausting. i'm not sure how to do it well.

2. i blocked out a lot of memories in life. when jason and i were talking about college, i couldn't remember certain stories. it felt like he was telling me about a movie that i had seen but couldn't remember. just weird.